A Life to have Purpose, to have a Meaning, to have new Beginning..
Have you ever felt the world crushing down all at once on you?
Have you ever felt the need to succumb to the darkness?
Have you ever felt that everything you do has no meaning nor direction?
Have you ever felt that you don't feel to move forward?
Have you?
For me.. I have.. Many times..
Many times I just want to finished it all by running away or worst.. by ending my life..
I came to a point that I don't have a purpose in life anymore..
I don't have direction nor path to walk on to..
I'm giving up in Life..
The people I trust.. abandoned me, the people I care, never really care about me..
The people I let in my heart, broke it, leaving me with pieces that I cannot fix..
The people I'm willing to sacrifice my life for them.. Were the same people who took my life..
Now.. I'm dying inside.. My heart is barely hanging on.. Soon.. I will be no longer the person I used to be..
The New Beginning can be dark or can be light..
No Matter what.. I hope that I will be able to wake up to this nightmare called Reality..
